well, im quitting…i cant absorb any new things…i’ll focus on what ive read…sorry xtina, your “fighter” cant really work for the procrastinator last minute jerk like me…

you noe what, im gonna retake the subject next semester, if doesnt offer, i’ll defer my graduation. it’s fine for me…i noe it’s gonna be disappointed for my grandma and my whole family if i hv to defer…nw i even scared of not getting any internship offer…

i hope i can work for small firm only cos my grades completely suck! i really think i can have a shot if i work as agent. it’s said to be having more income than those fresh graduates…furthermore i can train my speaking skills…rather than these ppl, they dont knw how to speak…no point getting 4 flat…ooops, they might ask their sisters to pull up some string

but no point, if u suck now, u’ll never learn better…

im sorry but my command of the language is accumulated for years…so, u cant have it in days or months or weeks…

i still got couple of frens who are gonna extend their graduation tho…one indian fren, esp. we could indeed be study buddy in future…im sry chinese…y’all just suck at english..

i hate me

i wanted to ask her for the make up test but i dun think she’ll give me one! Although there might be a slight chance to sit for the make up test, but i gotta have a strong valid reason.

i need to do something to punish myself…i just lost approx. 9% for the test! i think it’s fine as long as i work as butt off for prepping the final!

I completely need some slogan or something to prevent myself to do something that’s not useful…i should hv many prior commitments!! realy!

END

It almost comes to an end…i cant believe it ..

back

hello,

i think im back…
very soon, i’ll be judging ppl

Ranting

I hope im not gonna fail this time. It’s so hard and stressful. I dun have any buddy to help me go through. People seem a lil bit selfish and i hate myself cos i cant show them that im smart.

Hate the peer pressure. why cant we just work things out? perhaps at the last minute, it could be real impossible

I wouldn’t save any cash into the bank. I’ll see if i can save up the cash and save them all in the bank later

want to see whether i can be the highest bank account fashionista!

Bi-atches

I started to hate bitch, whore, slut. She thought she knew anybody else that surrounds him. It’s not just that bitch but another son of a bitch who think he’s smarter than anybody else. Don’t you forget although i sucked at beginning but i steadily gained my pride back. You are the worst in the group, u know?

Speaking of tat little slut. Who always thinks she belongs to this one belongs that one, that she deserved a better guy. Fuck u. You dun hv any credit to deserve any of those hunks. And stop being a stupid judge who judging around like she has nothing to be judged of.

I’m not your boy toy or something. I bet she feels insecure when somebody is attached with someone. She also wanted to get attached but she couldn’t…lolz. and just come up with an imaginary boyfriend.

to be continue

Nothing but insecurities

It all just about peer pressure. And it’s about insecurities.

Shouldnt have comparisons between each others.

But self-compete. Challenge myself and not others

Glory

Chicago

Chicago is a Midwestern mecca rich in music, art and architecture. It’s a city which thrives on the diversity of its inhabitants, making it a top tourist destination renowned for international dining choices, lakeside attractions and world-class shopping.

Fake

There is a person who always being fake and phony. He used to say that he’s so broke after being loan-terminated for like 2 times. 16 grand, you know? U deserve it, u selfish son of the bitch.

U want the proof? U still go out with a bunch of chinese-yellow-skinned-manglish monkey. And not those whatever cheap stalls but luxurious restaurants which all of you are not deserved to be there. Not to mention the countless outings and vay-kay-es.

And let’s talk about tuition fees. U were terminated for twice cos u were dumb in studies. I only terminated for once and i still owed the school like almost 10 grand while u r only like few grand. Aren’t you supposed to have more liabilities than me?? I bet you asked money from your parents and thus they are certainly rich. You were just wanted to be independent at the first place, like, i dun hv to use my parents money. But now, u see, you’re still the mama boy.

So, stop being fake and ranting around that u are broke. Don’t assume people are stupid when u are even worse. You, dumbass.

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